if this is the end A powerful collaboration between a

A powerful collaboration between a non-Indigenous historian and the Indigenous custodians of the Jandamarra story

2009 DEADLY AWARDS

Gurril could not understand why everyone was afraid of a snake

INDIGENOUS WRITERS' PRIZE

During the dry season the Gimuy Walubara people would dance and mimic the storm bird to bring in the rain

if this is the end A powerful collaboration between aA fearless and honest exploration of queer First Nations identity, and a vibrant celebration of imperfection and personal growth, if this is the end is a stunning exploration of what it means to work through childhood trauma and love yourself in the present. In a state of post pandemic recovery, the author travels back to his hometown and grapples with all that comes with it, experiences the thrills of relationship drama and serious queer romance,